!! TW FOR THEMES OF DISSOCIATION, UNREALITY, AS WELL AS ALLUSIONS TOWARDS SUICIDE AND IMPLICATIONS OF SELF-HARM !!happy birthday to me here's a song about how dissociation has ruined my life and sense of self :)ok but deadass im actually......really proud of this song. i know i haven't posted a vocaloid original in *checks watch* 5 months but ive been using all that time to hone my skills and improve and i think it really shows!! (also im sorry if dex sounds fuzzy you would not BELIEVE how fucking difficult it was to mix this motherfucker like for him being my favorite vocaloid i sure dont know how to use him in my music JSKDJD)Music and art: Meand before i head to the lyrics I JUST WANT TO THANK FERRIS AND PATCHWORK-P FOR GIVING ME HELP / FEEDBACK ON MIXING THEY BOTH REALLY HELPED-----------------------------------------------------[ Lyrics ]It started off so simple,It started off so sweetWhen the rain fell downI almost drownedI never felt so free, yeah itStarted off so simpleBut maybe not so sweet I refuse to lie I almost diedMaybe I shouldn't breathe, ohThrough rose-tinted glassesIt's kind of hard to seeBut then who's to sayWhich tint which dayWill make you look at me, ohI will give you back allThe gifts you gave to meDig into my heartRip it apart Why wont you look at me?Nostalgia's the real infectionLeaves me hollow, no directionTheres no space beneath my ribsJust a gray-blue soft eclipseTheres no way I've wasted so muchFucking time its absurd that theres18 years gone down the drainGaps in life I cant explain Remorse haunts my skin, it's pointlessRecalling my past, I'm worthlessTheres no space behind my eyesJust a soul that's met demiseTheres no way I've wasted so muchFucking time on fruitless nonsense I cant count all my regretsYou see I'm already deadSay forever lasts a while, but it feels like yesterdayWhats the point in living when the time just seems to fly away?I'm a lonely ghost, a strangerWalking in a poor old corpseLeave me be just leave me rot even when the world will distortSay forever lasts a while but it hasn't started yetWhats the point in living when the things I see I just forgetI'm some kind of creature I'm already rotting, growing moldStay with me and keep me safe but it's already growing coldIt was never simpleNo it was never sweetWhen I fell and diedTheir eyes turned blind likeI'm some kind of freak, yeah inTruth I see a rippleThe seldom lies I seekUnderneath my cutsI hate your guts butHow come you still weep? OhThrough the shifting colorsIt's not that hard to seeBut then why do ILook through the skyWish to be set free, ohI will give you back allThe hate you gave to meDig into my soulRemove me wholeWhy wont you look at me?Solipsism is a lie cuzI don't know what's in my mind IThink my brain is splinteringI can't tell what's happeningWe both know just me and you thatReality isn't trueTomorrow is a lie I dreadI wish I was never deadSay forever lasts a while, but it feels like yesterdayWhats the point in living when the time just seems to fly away?I'm a lonely ghost, a strangerWalking in a poor old corpseLeave me be just leave me rot even when the world will distortSay forever lasts a while but it hasn't started yetWhats the point in living when the things I see I just forgetI'm some kind of creature I'm already rotting, growing moldStay with me and keep me safe but it's already growing cold-----------------------------------------------------Inst.: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1SSUrzGryfpknWdQv-DkJmfAGygdb3nnx?usp=sharingVSQX: https://drive.google.com/file/d/1AzC0xoGGhjBT10X0I0SsNQ92EMu1EMy-/view?usp=sharingMP3: https://drive.google.com/file/d/1yA0lNrhtb81g-1N9n2sL-pe9S5QhPt6G/view?usp=sharing-----------------------------------------------------
DEX is an English VOCALOID that was developed and distributed by Zero-G Limited. He was released in November 2015 for the VOCALOID4 engine. He is voiced by Sam Blakeslee (aka. Lupin), an American VOCALOID producer. Dex and Daina also take advantage of the new developments in Vocaloid 4 with improved dynamic capabilities and a new “growl” function that enables more character and impact from the vocal. Dex and Daina are shining examples of how English Vocaloid technology is growing and expanding, reaching new levels of understandability and realism. VOCALOID 4.5 Editor for Cubase included. VOCALOID5 includes the VOCALOID4.5 Editor for Cubase, which integrates VOCALOID functions into the “Cubase” DAW platform from Steinberg. This allows you to use VOCALOID5 Voice Banks with the familiar GUI and operability of the VOCALOID4 Editor for Cubase. On June 20, VOCALOIDs DEX and DAINA were introduced via livestream and panel at Anime Mid Atlantic. The announcement showcased short demo clips by Circus-P, Nostraightanswer (Lupin) and EmpathP (AkiGlancy). In the stream, Lupin noted that the VOCALOIDs were not final and that certain details were subject to change.
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